It's quiet tonight, perfect for introspection..all I can hear is the mellow chirp of the crickets outside my window. I wonder if it's just as quiet over across the causeway where you are - and if you're sitting on your porch enjoying a cigarette.

You 'texted' me at 6:15 and I ignored it.

I'm trying to stay strong ... and when I do feel weak, I pick up the phone and call someone else. Today I called dad and wished him a Happy Father's day.

I've been watching too much of Grey's Anatomy. It's keeping my mind busy while I try to forget.