And so it begins..

I let you go last night, even if it seems temporary. I asked you to leave my life so that I can heal, so that I pick up the pieces. A moment hasn't passed today that I have not thought of you and I hate myself for it. There's that cliche about how time heals all wounds, but I could have healed by now. I should have let you go back in December when we broke up, but I had to be stubborn. I had to still love you. I'm miserable right now, but I know it will pass. This is where a new chapter begins. I don't know what it will bring, but it's something new and that is what I need right now.