I know others will think that I am foolish, but I must let them think what they will. The heart can influence you - in good and bad ways. I'm writing this when I should be asleep, but my mind is still racing. I've created doubts in my mind again, being my typical pessimistic self. I should be optimistic, shouldn't I? This is what I wanted, wasn't it? Isn't it? I'm not supposed to allow myself to have regrets and not giving it a go, a real go, would leave me with regrets.
And even know you haven't shown your dark side for over a month, I know it still lingers there...you haven't quite slayed your dragon yet. But you are learning that he can be tamed.
Now, I must rest.
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